You are not supposed to rip pages
out of books bound by human spines
or all of the pages will fall out
and disperse across the ground
like autumn leaves exhausted of trying.
I learned this the hard way.
If there is a cure or concoction
to heal a brilliant mind
I crave it,
because finding medicine to express
my mutilated madness
is like dying without understanding
the allegory of mercy.
He wants to understand what hides
under soft satin skin and apathy.
I see it in the way the crumpled lines on his forehead
form question marks when I cry
because there was never a reason
as to why my heart always seemed
to perpetuate the memory
No, he will never know, curious as he is,
because skin is miles
and miles deep
plummeting down to a hollow core
that could dissolve all of his worries
but never my own.