and it scares me, because I don’t know you

today it occurred to me that i really don’t know you at all i do not know your favorite books or what kind of music you listen to on long car rides to the seaside, and i wonder about all the places you’d like to visit and your favorite constellations in the starry december skiesContinue reading “and it scares me, because I don’t know you”

i am not just for fun

i’m not searching for “just for fun,” the puppy-love craved by children who desire clammy hand-holding and uncomfortable glances i don’t want “just because” or a filler just for now until someone with brighter eyes and a genuine smile decides to replace me i don’t want to be a second option or to force smilesContinue reading “i am not just for fun”